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Yesterday i received an sms from a friend back home in kk,telling me that one of our friend passed away that morning.He died of cancer and he is not even 30 years old.Its’ a tragic lost for all of us who knew him.He was a great guy and a good friend he was too.May his souls rest in peace..

It wasn’t a good couple of days for me.I’m not feeling very very well now.My morale has hit rock bottom so does my self confidence.I don’t feel like talking to anyone now.I just wanted to be left alone.Why is it happening again to me?Why does it always have to be like this?Things goes around and come back but to me!always it come back to me..

Well what ever happen,happen la..Thank goodness that i’m not in kk now..if i was back in kk,i would have drown my sorrows by drinking..

Anyway,thank you to all that have read and comment in here..I’m considering things too now and putting myself back on the path of what ever la..

Hmmm…

Went to the city library today to catch up with some studies but in the end couldn’t really concentrate..i was thinking to myself that i was better doing revision at home..so finally after two chapters of economics i find myself having lunch..i ate fried rice with chicken cooked wit sweet sauce and curry beef..i was ok but i find the curry a bit salty but the fried rice and chicken i have no comment about it..

Well i was with my Japanese friend who by the way staying in Singapore..hahaha,neighbour in a way..he was also like me in a way,calculating everything and converting to our own currency..but he actually got away in terms of the currency exchange being a develop country and with the strong power of the Singapore $..he went to change some money, i think he change about S$300 and got something like Aud$230..no bad eh compare to me having the exchange rate at RM3.10 to the dollar!

~wat ever~

Been out to the city today just to clear my mind..and who would have guess,i’ve bump into my friend from my home town..it was really a surprise to me because i didn’t expect to meet anyone from home here..he is working with MAS and he was stopping by for the a night but will resume his work tonight going back to KL..

well we did some catching up over lunch and hang around for about an hour before parting each other..then i went to the casino as that was my original plan..i hang around and gamble a bit just to clear my mind from all the worries that i have..it was in a way a good day for me..i was in the city for about 4 hours or so..

It’s my off of Uni today and it was home all day for me as i didn’t feel like going out at all today..My day started out by doing my laundry and cooking breakfast for myself..then it was watching some movies almost the whole day..Doing some revision at the moment but taking a break for a while..While i was doing my revision,i suddenly thought of this matter that i’m soon going to say about..

How many of you have been in and out of a relationship?How many relationship have you been into until you found the “right” one for you?Do you think you get better from previous relationship or learned something from it?or you feel just the same?

I have been into a few myself and i always look at what went wrong and why did it happened..I always try to improve myself in every relationship i’m in..everytime it ended i always think to myself,what went wrong..But like what i said in the post that have been in Mandy’s blog,it’s no one’s fault but why did it end?Hmmmm…

Okay people,that’s one thing but what i’m thinking is that how do you maintain a relationship?What do you do to make it last?I was thinking about my past relationship and why it didn’t work?I did everything right except probably being too childish at time but other than that,i’m still figuring out..Come on people,do give me your opinion on this matter..

What do you need to make it work?

~by the way,this picture has nothing to do with what i was talking about..I just though it would be nice to put some picture here..hehehe

~Livin’ it~

well its been a while since i posted anything here..it’s has been a busy but wonderful experience for me these couple of weeks..class have started,tutorial and homework starting coming in but i can’t complain..all this are really making my brain start functioning once more…

Missing britney back home…

I was trying to learn more about blogging as I’m very new to this..So as i was trying things out, I came to the section about posting and linking pictures..As i was browsing through my photo album file in my laptop, I came across the picture of Britney..Well some of my friends had the privilege of meeting her. She is the ‘STAR’ in my home back in Sabah,Malaysia..

The beach party at the University pub

The orientation at Griffith University ended with a beach theme party at the campus’s pub.It was a really fun night for all new and old students with performance by a well known Dj from around Brisbane,the group OUT THERE and the highlight of the night was the bikini show by few of the beauties of Australia..

What does it means?

I just woke up from a terrible dream..more like a nightmare! I dreamt that i met a long time friend of mine but in that dream,i dreamt that i dream of meeting him..funny isn’t it how these things happen,having a dream where u dream in it as well..hmmm,any logical explanation to how it happen?anyone?

Well back to that dream,i haven’t met this person for such a long time and the last time i we spoken was through the phone sometime last year.He was telling me that he was leaving Sabah to work with Emirates airlines.Why he decided to do it is because his fiancee left him.He is a really nice guy and yet bad things happened to him.Maybe he will get his good reward in the other world,if you get what i mean.

In the dream,he was crazy as in insane kind of crazy.He lost both of his legs and was asking money from me in a restaurant.I did recognise him and i gave him quite a big sum of money.The funny thing was after all of that,i was sitting down with him and asking him all sort of questions.He remembered me as well and that why he was drinking with me and telling all that had happened to him.Then i told him that i had a dream that i met him as well but in that dream he was the opposite of how he was..Then suddenly my phone rang!My phone in the real life.Hehehehe..what a relief.

So have any of you had that kind of a dream before?what does it mean?Does it mean that you friend are in trouble?Why do we have this kind of bad dreams?This is not the first time i experience it.Does dreams have any connection with your real life?So many question and no answer to it!

What a first day..

I’m really am tired at this moment and it’s only my first day..it was a really good day generally.I managed to make some new friends today.One is from Japan,the other one is from Korea and the last one was from China i think.Hey Elaine,i have a korean friend too!well i did make some other friends too but I’m closer to these three guys.The funny thing was,all of them are young,and they thought I’m the same age as well.hehehe….

Well I’m trying to adopt with the life of being a student once again.It’s really not that easy for me now.All the reading and the work that needs to be done.The revising and the reading notes before every lectures..I was really not that good at being a student.I still remember during my time in school and in colleage before,i s**k at being a student.Maybe during those time i wasn’t really concentrating on my studies,i was more into having a good time and basically being young,i tend to take things for granted mostly..

I hope by the end of the first week,i will see things differently of being a student once again.For the time being,I really am thinking what have i put myself into!Arg…..hehehehe.Any words of encouragement?

P/s:I would like to write more but I’m having problems with my head now..Too much thinking about everything at one time!

The first post of many…

Well i’m finally starting my own blog as well..i guess this way,i can update my friends and other people about myself and what interesting things that is going on with me,where ever i am..i’m still getting use to this but hopefully i’ll know how all of this works.It might not be as impressive as i want it to be yet but i will do my best to get the hang of it.

well to all my dear friends whom have asked me to launch my own blog..welcome to my blog!Yeah,finally i got myself doing a blog..i think i will get some teaching from friends whom have their own blog to give me some help with mine.Thank you for all the support that has been given..