im really really not looking forward to next week..i have like 3 assignment due and 2 presentation to do..sigh..this past couple of days i just stayed home, locking myself inside my room..im really not in the mood for anything at the momment..i dont even F***king care about my assignment anymore..i dont even care much about whats going to happen to me anymore..
what went wrong?what did i do or did not do for things to be like this?
one friend said this to me..”it is hard picking up urself when ur down”..i do agree..my reply was “then it is better just to stay down then so u wont have much pain inside of u”..
i must admit that it is not easy being away from home..to add to the suffering,i dont have much friends to be with..even though im staying with my aunty and cousin here,it still feels like im alone here..we hardly talk to each other..oh by the way,this house is like one and the half hours away from my campus (to those who havent know yet)..
sheessshhh..i dont know what to say anymore..
this is the “calm before the storm”..my feeling tell me that im going to be heading for a rough storm soon..i have been to a lot of those but i hope this time,it will take me away with it…